Inner Rose

It is incredibly harder to walk in integrity than to grab for what isn't yours. (my quote) Talons like claws had climbed up my back and shredded, defrauded and defiled. In great anger and duress I cried out to God. VENGEANCE! "I will have mercy upon whom I will have mercy."  And then: "I've had to forgive you of more than you need to forgive him."  (ouch!) gulp It was not what I wanted to hear. In the end I finally learned to bless those who curse and pray for those who despitefully use me. It was a hard won fight but worth the battle.  I am glad I have changed.  It was worth the time.

A prophet spoke one time early in our marriage "a harness race horse and a steady Clydesdale and the Lord is going to cause your steps to be in tandem." It has been done. Thanks be to God!