It is incredibly harder to walk in integrity than to grab for what isn't yours. (my quote)

Talons like claws had climbed up my back and shredded, defrauded and defiled.

In great anger and duress I cried out to God.

VENGEANCE!

"I will have mercy upon whom I will have mercy."  And then:
"I've had to forgive you of more than you need to forgive him." 
(ouch!) gulp

It was not what I wanted to hear.

In the end I finally learned to bless those who curse and pray for those who despitefully use me.

It was a hard won fight but worth the battle. 
I am glad I have changed.  It was worth the time.

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